Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Heartbreak Nick Drake and You -Thanks for the words Mike
I'm kind of lonely now. And it's actually kind of nice. I've spent most of my life being surrounded by people, talking about subjects that were, albeit interesting, preventing me from discovering more of the intricacies of individuality. Moving here was easy for me, and I've met a bunch of really cool people since I've been here. Thats the easy part and the part I knew would happen. What surprised me was how it felt to look at four walls in relative silence and listen to the desires you alone have when no one else is there to hear. The silence is the first place I've ever found confidence in the direction my life should go. No more talk of "the will of god" or the practicality of the situation, only me and what I value to direct me down this path. It is a certainty that I've never experienced before. While loneliness may be part my journey, and running back home would be easy, I wouldn't trade it for anything. We will always have our duck!
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